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Friday April 15, 2005
09:27 PM

In all my life, in my existence, never have I seen such beauty, such perfection as You.
You are strong yet gentle
soft-hearted but not weak-hearted
just yet merciful...
Nothing in this world, nothing in this universe or anything beyond it could compare to You.
everything about You is a mystery to all yet You are open to everyone.
You are an enigma, my Lord.
How could it be that You could be so forgiving when the whole world continues to be stubborn, to be such hypocrites? I, a mere human, don't fully understand. So I'll wait...
You say that You are the alpha and the omega; the beginning and the end. Tell me, Lord, what's the beginning and what's the end? I, with my foolish mind, yet again fail to understand...
Since I have also been taught to believe that You are infinite, does it not mean You have no beginning and no end? Like the concept of a line?
we are all created by Your wonderful hands but what about You? How did You come to be?
Endless questions, even questions that are yet to be formed in my tiny brain...but only You know and You alone can fully comprehend it all.
Again I say: So I'll wait...
I'll wait till the time for answers come to me...

fake

hey, why do I feel lyk such a faker?
I think i know the answer to that question...
i'm not ready for this; i see my worthlessness time and again.
they say those who don't learn from their mistakes let history repeat itself
I'm not one to repeat mistakes, i see to that.
or am i?
maybe I unconsciously select which mistakes to correct
and which to leave alone...
empty empty empty
I feel lyk an empty can in a dimly lit street
unnoticed and kicked around...
like trash i presume.
emptiness is what i feel...
...o, not only that i guess...
dirtiness and uselessness as well...